The Beginning.

I'm not sure if anyone is going to be reading this but I want to have this stuff recorded so that I can be held accountable for my actions. I used to restrict right after high school and I felt great about myself. I loved the feeling of being thin and the way people told me I looked fragile. I got down to 100lbs and I want to be back there again. I know I could be thinner than that but for now 23lbs is a good goal. One of my jobs is very much based on appearance and I started there right after high school when I was in my physical prime. I have noticed that my bosses don't book me for as many shifts anymore and I am 100% sure that it's based on my appearance and how fat I've gotten. I get it, I'm disgusting and I've let myself go.
I'm going to track everything I eat here as well as my work outs and pictures that inspire me. I am not looking for judgment so if you don't agree with the choices I make, I respect that but please don't post here.
Alright so it is about 3PM right now and this is what I have eaten so far today:

• 1 Banana
• 1 Side Garden Salad (hold the cheese and croutons) with a spoonful of Lite Ranch Dressing
• 12 Riceworks Sea Salt Chips
• 1 Apple
• LOTS of Water

I don't plan on having dinner tonight, however, I might need a light snack because I'm going to work out. I will probably go for a run and maybe do a little bit of weight training and abs since my wonderful boyfriend has set up a gym in our garage.

I wish...

Talk to you tomorrow, lovelies. 

<3 Nothing Tastes As Good As Skinny Feels <3